I hope I can work n attain financial freedom by 25. It's hard 2 achieve when u hv 2 follow what ur parents hv planned 4 u. It's even harder when u hv no other resources 2 get capital. I want 2 work 2 get capital n savings 4 my future. Isn't that good? D sooner I start d better coz after I graduate I can quickly move on 2 d nxt stage. It's not like I'm gonna use THEIR money, right?
WHY can't they hv more TRUST in their own children? Is it that complicated? Then TELL me what's wrong with my planning. I just DON'T plan on using u guys as my stepping stone n all 2 get money. I DON'T even plan 2 work UNDER people in large companies. I wanna start MY OWN venture. What's so wrong with that?
If ur worried about experience..then WHY did u OPPOSE me from workg in d 1st place? It's MY semester break, 4 goodness sake. I really don't get u guys. Until when r u going 2 go through my stuff n poke ur nose in my biz? Until when? U tell me. WHEN will I learn 2 b INDEPENDENT if u guys keep messing around n ruin my plans?
Wanna know what my wish is? I want FREEDOM. Free 2 do anything I DESIRE. Free 2 CHOOSE. If I did wrong, let me EXPERIENCE d consequences. If it's too serious, TELL me what might happen if I continue. I need a GUIDE not a BOSS. I can't just take a "NO" n b ok with it. I NEED reasons. WHY? I'm NOT just a FOLLOWER. I AIM 2 b a LEADER.
I just hope 2 get outta here fast. D further away from u guys d better. I'm just too tired 2 keep up. Facing u guys is more tiresome than working 8 hours nonstop. Enough already..
Friday, December 10, 2010
My Sem Break
Gud morning~ ^_^
Hehe.. It's 4.20am Malaysian time when I started writing this post. I hope all of u had fun during ur school break! Mine was a disaster. My parents won't let me work so I end up staying at my relative's place in Sg. Petani, Kedah 4 d entire month. Not that I care much but having 2 stay at home 4 a long duration is not a good thing in my opinion. Just d thought of it makes me grumpy.
It's my gramps' place. Not far from the city but u hv 2 ride a vehicle 2 get there n not much trace of nature here so I can't get into d mood 2 walk around. D neighbourhood can b very dangerous at times here. My aunts said so. D more reason 2 stay home. Geh..
Recently, I hv this prob with my sleep. I can't seem 2 sleep during my regular hours at night n end up sleeping through d day startg from 7, 8am - 2pm or so. Y is this happening 2 me?? M I turning into a nocturnal being?? M I??? Wait. That doesn't sound so bad.
Either way, I'm not living right. I don't seem 2 hv any appetite n it feels like I'm getting more sick. My cold doesn't seem 2 get any better n I think d longer I spend my time at home will make me more prone 2 illness. But where do I go? How?? I'm not familiar with this place.
Even if I knew how, I still don't know d way around here. I might end up being kidnapped, raped n sold 2 b a prostitute somewhere. No way m I gonna allow that kind of fate bestow upon me. Geez.. Who would? Unless they're a whore at heart I guess..
I just hope 2 get outta here fast b4 I get crazy or die of boredom. It's not my relative's fault. I just don't seem 2 fit here. No worries..
Hehe.. It's 4.20am Malaysian time when I started writing this post. I hope all of u had fun during ur school break! Mine was a disaster. My parents won't let me work so I end up staying at my relative's place in Sg. Petani, Kedah 4 d entire month. Not that I care much but having 2 stay at home 4 a long duration is not a good thing in my opinion. Just d thought of it makes me grumpy.
It's my gramps' place. Not far from the city but u hv 2 ride a vehicle 2 get there n not much trace of nature here so I can't get into d mood 2 walk around. D neighbourhood can b very dangerous at times here. My aunts said so. D more reason 2 stay home. Geh..
Recently, I hv this prob with my sleep. I can't seem 2 sleep during my regular hours at night n end up sleeping through d day startg from 7, 8am - 2pm or so. Y is this happening 2 me?? M I turning into a nocturnal being?? M I??? Wait. That doesn't sound so bad.
Either way, I'm not living right. I don't seem 2 hv any appetite n it feels like I'm getting more sick. My cold doesn't seem 2 get any better n I think d longer I spend my time at home will make me more prone 2 illness. But where do I go? How?? I'm not familiar with this place.
Even if I knew how, I still don't know d way around here. I might end up being kidnapped, raped n sold 2 b a prostitute somewhere. No way m I gonna allow that kind of fate bestow upon me. Geez.. Who would? Unless they're a whore at heart I guess..
I just hope 2 get outta here fast b4 I get crazy or die of boredom. It's not my relative's fault. I just don't seem 2 fit here. No worries..
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