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Sunday, December 16, 2012

Let Go Hajj or Umrah!!

Assalamualaikum y'all..

I found this on d web as well while searching on how 2 learn Arabic.. If u find difficulties understanding, feel free 2 click this link n browse through d page.. Hv a blessful day every1..!! ;)

Let's Learn Arabic!! ;)

Salam frens..

I found this link on d web when searching 4 a medium 2 learn d language.. Hope this can help u guys who wanna learn Arabic as well.. It's in Malay.. So Let's Learn Arabic!

Monday, May 30, 2011

New Learning Environment

Assalamualaikum guys..!! ^_^

I'm already 21 this year so I wanna wish every1 good FORTUNE! I don't know what'll happen in d future but please give ur all in everythg u do! I've been in a slump lately n couldn't concentrate in whatever I'm doing. It's frustrating alright. I bet u guys r d same there, eh?

The startg of d new semester is a fresh start 4 me 2 overcome this feelg. I hope, NO.. I THINK I'll be able 2 overcome it with d help from every1!

When I think about this blog, I get d feelg of SATISFACTION. Even when I don't hv much time 2 update, I'm satisfied coz I hv a medium where I can SHARE with those who had experienced d same feelg of oppression n defeat s me. Some might've went through a lot more but u moved on in life. Bravely, of course. Even with little self esteem, u still went through ur days like normal.

2 me, u r EVERYTHING. U were able 2 move forward after so much. I want 2 b like u. U r my TRUE idols!! No matter if ur shy, clumsy, weird or whatever, s long s u don't think of hurtg others or suicide, I'll support u! Don't ever think that ur not wanted coz every1 has their own goals 2 achieve n value in life.

We r all different in every way. Wouldn't it b scary if every1 was d same?? It's just like being a robot. Everythg we do r d same. No difference makes life boring. What's d use of living then? Difference n unique characteristics make our life colourful. People can call u anythg but u must always stay true 2 urselves. If u don't, then who will??

P/S: Hope u can leave a comment or share ur opinions, frustrations or anythg with me. I'd feel very grateful n will take them s guidance in my life. Farewell.. Til we meet again! Adios!!

^_O

Friday, December 10, 2010

My Master Plan... Ruin.

I hope I can work n attain financial freedom by 25. It's hard 2 achieve when u hv 2 follow what ur parents hv planned 4 u. It's even harder when u hv no other resources 2 get capital. I want 2 work 2 get capital n savings 4 my future. Isn't that good? D sooner I start d better coz after I graduate I can quickly move on 2 d nxt stage. It's not like I'm gonna use THEIR money, right?

WHY can't they hv more TRUST in their own children? Is it that complicated? Then TELL me what's wrong with my planning. I just DON'T plan on using u guys as my stepping stone n all 2 get money. I DON'T even plan 2 work UNDER people in large companies. I wanna start MY OWN venture. What's so wrong with that?

If ur worried about experience..then WHY did u OPPOSE me from workg in d 1st place? It's MY semester break, 4 goodness sake. I really don't get u guys. Until when r u going 2 go through my stuff n poke ur nose in my biz? Until when? U tell me. WHEN will I learn 2 b INDEPENDENT if u guys keep messing around n ruin my plans?

Wanna know what my wish is? I want FREEDOM. Free 2 do anything I DESIRE. Free 2 CHOOSE. If I did wrong, let me EXPERIENCE d consequences. If it's too serious, TELL me what might happen if I continue. I need a GUIDE not a BOSS. I can't just take a "NO" n b ok with it. I NEED reasons. WHY? I'm NOT just a FOLLOWER. I AIM 2 b a LEADER.

I just hope 2 get outta here fast. D further away from u guys d better. I'm just too tired 2 keep up. Facing u guys is more tiresome than working 8 hours nonstop. Enough already..

My Sem Break

Gud morning~ ^_^

Hehe.. It's 4.20am Malaysian time when I started writing this post. I hope all of u had fun during ur school break! Mine was a disaster. My parents won't let me work so I end up staying at my relative's place in Sg. Petani, Kedah 4 d entire month. Not that I care much but having 2 stay at home 4 a long duration is not a good thing in my opinion. Just d thought of it makes me grumpy.

It's my gramps' place. Not far from the city but u hv 2 ride a vehicle 2 get there n not much trace of nature here so I can't get into d mood 2 walk around. D neighbourhood can b very dangerous at times here. My aunts said so. D more reason 2 stay home. Geh..

Recently, I hv this prob with my sleep. I can't seem 2 sleep during my regular hours at night n end up sleeping through d day startg from 7, 8am - 2pm or so. Y is this happening 2 me?? M I turning into a nocturnal being?? M I??? Wait. That doesn't sound so bad.

Either way, I'm not living right. I don't seem 2 hv any appetite n it feels like I'm getting more sick. My cold doesn't seem 2 get any better n I think d longer I spend my time at home will make me more prone 2 illness. But where do I go? How?? I'm not familiar with this place.

Even if I knew how, I still don't know d way around here. I might end up being kidnapped, raped n sold 2 b a prostitute somewhere. No way m I gonna allow that kind of fate bestow upon me. Geez.. Who would? Unless they're a whore at heart I guess..

I just hope 2 get outta here fast b4 I get crazy or die of boredom. It's not my relative's fault. I just don't seem 2 fit here. No worries..

Saturday, October 23, 2010

My Biz Experience..

Recently I found myself hanging between 4 choices.. 1 needs me 2 stdy n work in a big company, 1 wants me 2 give full commitment towards biz in education sector, 1 requires me 2 give full attention towards my natural-based biz n the other 1 urges me 2 use all methods possible 2 gain capital 4 the future of my soon-to-be company.